Sketching out the photo of Wayne I want to turn into a really big piece in red & black.I've ended up with an image that's a sort of graphic novel style with a bit of forced perspective to give it impact & make you wonder "what's behind the curtain". It's fairly intimidating & aggressive, less sexy than I was going for, but my situation has changed & now it fits. Towards the end it definately felt like he had all the control & was leading me into this abyss where I wasn't 'me' anymore.
I think women give up a lot, compromise on what they want their lives to be, just to share it with someone else.
I haven't decided yet if he's a ringmaster, or a lion tamer. Either way, I won't be tamed.